Who Am I?

Okay first off Ania Wami is not my real name - I wanted some degree of anonminity as where I live it is a small community and I don't want people I know and meet to know such intimate details about me. However I find it easier to write as if someone will read this and so it is open to all to read.

Some Key Facts:

  • I am female and in my forties
  • I am single
  • The areas affected by HS are genitals, inner thighs, pernium, buttocks, breasts and armpits
  • I have had one leison on my tummy but it burst and has not yet come back
  • I would say I am in stage 2 of the disease heading for stage 3
  • I have had HS since I was 13yrs old but was only diagnosed properly 6 years ago.
  • in the last 10 years i have had about 12 operations under anasthetic and around 30 accident and emergency visits.
  • I have not had a sexual relationship in 15 years
  • I have had a nervous breakdown and I am still clinically depressed
  • In the last 3 years have spent over £3,000 on IPL hair removal but no longer can afford it ( it did seem to help a bit)
  • In 2 years have spent over £2,000 on counselling and physiotherapy
  • I no longer have a job since i was made redundant
  • I have applied for over 30 jobs in last 2 years and have not even been asked to an interview
  • I am educated to Masters level and have held senior positions in managment and development
  • To date I have raised over 1.5 million for charitable work in youth & community arts
  • Due to the nature of HS and its unpredicatable pattern I am no longer considered a viable option for employment
  • I have been on benefits for the last 2 years
  • I am massive debt
  • I am on the brink of losing everything such as car, home, possesions etc becasue i can no longer afford them
  • i am now morbidly obese
  • I have severe pain in joints
  • i feel that i am now just waiting to die